Things never end with an event, or a big party, and just end up
. They end up little by little, almost painlessly ... can not you see ... until you stop, you look around and see that it's all behind you.
see that things have ended long ago, but now that you put the memories of five years in a box you know it. Drink that bottle of Coca Cola's first year at Piquero, one full of crumpled papers donated by a loved one, the pumpkin donated by your friend James, who is gone a long time before you, quell'incenso given by the person who hurt you the most ... and you find yourself put away the post-it that your roommate has left you in the morning, because you know that there will be other post it.
The Christmas tree when you were all one family and were living together in a house with the red kitchen 'of Friends "... from 40 € candelabrum that you've got when you deserved it ...
And then I see you again yesterday ... the first day in Urbino, with your suitcase full of hope and fear ... when you leave everything behind ... and it's time to leave everything behind again. Because you know that even if we return to Urbino still a lot 'of times ... you will not have a home. Will no longer be your home.
will be where you're running out to take their exams before leaving for good.
But, fortunately, you know that not all leave you all behind ... as it did not happen the first time. Will you take the few true friendships that have survived to the absolute discretion of the time, and the seed of some new friendships that cultivate emerging from a distance.
bring with you the memories of five wonderful years, you grew, matured, you are open and you become the person that you are proud of being (with all your highs and lows).
bring with you the many faces that you meet and those who left something inside you disappointments che ti hanno fatto crescere e i momenti straordinari per cui non smetterai mai di ringraziare la vita.
E aveva ragione Anna quando diceva che era inutile che facessi il duro, prima o poi anche io avrei dovuto fare i conti con il fatto che è tutto finito... e li sto facendo ora.
Con quella sensazione di chi sa che lo aspettano altre mille meravigliose avventure, ma che per un attimo, è il momento di celebrare questa... Di renderle onore con un pianto mentre togli le cose dal muro della tua stanza.... mentre il vuoto che lasci dietro di te sembra quasi invaderti l'anima.
Perché il futuro è pieno di speranze, ma fa paura e spaventa come ogni nuova sfida che si rispetti.
In momenti come questi you have the awareness that the case will gradually become larger, and perhaps years of intense as the ones you're leaving behind will not do more.
Meanwhile ... I fill my box, and I treat myself to this great little plant for you.
